This isn't so much about Caitlyn's craziness but about me and being a mommy. Caitlyn is a very vibrant and outgoing little girl. She has her own opinions, and is very directed in what she wants and when she wants it. I hoped as a parent I would be the kind to encourage this and help her flourish as a little girl, and in the future into a beautiful young lady.
Unfortunately, lately I have not been a very good mommy at this. I find myself being very short and yelling more often than I would like to. It makes me not like myself very much. Today, Caitlyn left to go spend several days with her Uncle Phillip, Aunt Melony (Melanie) and Cousin- Madison and I find myself missing her very much. I love her with all my heart and am angry at myself for letting myself get out of control this way. My goal is to try and be a better mom, wife and friend.
